Real love, what is it?
English
Everybody here who reads my blog has been in love once or even twice or more? Maybe just had a crush on someone. This question has rumble around my mind today. Is love just each others presence? or just for the money? maybe just for revenge?
I have always question myself when it comes to love, do I really like this guy? or do I even love him?
When I was young around 5-6 years old I had my first love with a guy named William however it wasn't real love, it was a crush. How do I know that? I know that because I was very young and I couldn't have an idea what love was nor did I ever hung out with guys.
As a child I didn't have much friends, I did have 2 or 3 but I could speak with some of the others in my class hence I did not hung out with them.
I was also over weight when I was young and I asked a guy if we could hang out or someting sometime and I was rejected which made me very sad. Eventually I had my first REAL relationship when I was 12 years old since this was my first relationship we were together in one year. When we immediately broke up I was really sad and fell down in despair because I knew that I was alone. The bad years went by and I decided to be Asexuall which I was in 2 years until I found a guy, a special guy.
We meet at a Halloween Party 2012, he hated me at the first sight however 2 years later we decided to meet each other and I think we had that chemistry. We were and are very different from each others but I think it's funnier to be in a relationship with someone who isn't like you. You have 2 kind of perspective of tings, you teach each others thing and also I think its more exciting.
Durning my time in middle school I was asked out a few times also now in my high school years I've been asked out a few times therefore I wonder why.. when I was young I was ignored by many and now I'm not ignored anymore. I am really inquisitive about this. As a human begin I don't think I'm attractive in some sort of way because I act recklessy, my personality can change from extrem happy to very depressed and I'm just weird.
Despite my negative and positives I love myself because I'm thankfull for the life I have and the opportunities I have and of course the people around me, after all my friends gives more inpact on me then anyone else. I also admire my friends for begin such a lovely people.
Sorry but I think I came of the subject, but if you have been in love with someone how was it and what did you do? Did you tell that person that or did you keep it as a secret?
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