MY TUMMY IS KILLING ME

The ache in my stomach won't go away.. it feels like teen thousand punches in my stomach in one second. I also have to hurry to the toilet each hour... When will this stop? .. 
 
I really wanted to attend my lessons today but I couldn't because of my stomach problems. Why was this sickness suppose to come now of all time? 
 
I really really really want to go to school tomorrow and feel good. I don't want this ache all over my body. I'm suffering so much right now and I don't really know what to do. I've taken all my medecations and it won't stop. 
 
Right now I feel lonely and I just want company and I don't want to feel pain anymore. 
 
Tomorrow it's the Japan day in school, I've recieved the time table and I'm also one of the leaders so I have to attend school and I'm really afraid that I'm going to be in pain .. and if I'm in pain I can't really be social with others. 
 
I'm really afraid that tomorrow is going to be chaos but something instead of me thinks that it's going to be good. 
 
However I have really druged a lot of medecationss durning this day and I hope I'll feel better tomorrow. 
 
Right now I'm watching First Kiss and feeling aful. 
 
 

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